vent

my usual wednesday morning is groggy, tho not normally cranky. this morning, however, i may be a bit cranky. and its not for the lack of sleep or one too many red bull vodkas combined with waking up at 7.30. this particular morning it has a bit to do with a particular situation with particular individuals with whom im particularly involved with. dishing the details on this, a public forum, may not be entirely fair since i havent actually discussed the aforementioned details with the particulars themselves yet. therefore, i will simply state that shit can be shady. shadiness happens, and you can feel it creep up. not a good feeling when you're invested in something.
necessary to say that *snapshot* did go quite well last night, well at least in terms of my skills behind the decks. receiving three compliments that i was "playin the cuts", provided "really great music to dance to", and "go selecta!", no doubt aided me in repairing my bruised ego. brushing off any frustration or animosity i indeed had a lot of fun last night...mostly with my self, but occasionally amusing k-dawg who sought refuge in my cozy dj booth that is set up with boobie traps and is impossible to reach unless you know exactly where to step...kinda like pitfall, and the sporadic thumbs up and "raise the roof" type antics from trishy were very welcomed especially after the pre-party discussion.
enough of the vague retelling of this situation which most of you (if there is a "most" of you) probably dont understand or even care about.
now its time for my morning rituals which consist of reading the post, checking my email, checking friendster and myspace, and im-ing ms j about the gory details of my night.
and im finishing up a cold. i hate being congested. it simply adds to the crankiness.