caught up

whether its
the lifestyle
the drinking
the ass
the sleepless nights
the addictive substances in everything i ingest

or, maybe just the laughing and the memories

whatever it is,
im lovin it.

but i think the best part about it,
is that i am still managing to get my shit done.

in between trips to miami
trips to paris
huge parties
and law school,

ive decided that this is the good life.
i seem to be getting almost everything that i want
i seem to be smiling almost all the time
i seem to be growing with the passing of time

but i must not get caught up in some of theses things
one of these things has got me cravin more
time for this thing has taken over

so this thing, i must avoid you,
as much as i want you
i realize just how you
creep in my mind
with that ass
with that smile

damn. its good.