freedom

suddenly, these walls are closing in around me
and i feel as though i must choose one to lean against
then watch the rest crumble
will i be safe?
can i still access pieces of what once stood
do i want to?

can i even fathom starting again, so deep in this game.
but im so late for that train.
the one that was promising to take me there
to take me where
where the breeze soothes my mind
and i'll exist without time

maybe it could work
or i'll just give it a try
so i can stop asking why
and once again feel my soul fly.