5.07.2004

stupid straight men

i've decided that being with a truly beautiful woman when you're a woman yourself may not be all that it is cracked up to be. i never quite realized how obnoxious some men can be. simply walking down the street with this girl can frustrate me and irritate me, and that is just when they are trying to talk to her. the best is when they talk to both of us and ask questions...are you bisexual? are you lesbian? do you want a boyfriend? can i join? and when they start asking to take pictures with you like you're some travelling road show it can be quite demoralizing. and i dont know why i let them get the better of me. typically, i am a strong self fulfilling woman who has no problems telling anyone exactly what i think of them or specifically why i would never want to let some creepy kid scrawling around the city's streets at a not so decent hour take a fucking picture of my girlfriend. maybe i was tired, maybe i didnt care at the time, for whatever reason i sat back and watched this happen. regrets.
oh, and eating sushi at midnight at GO sushi on St Marks isnt always the best idea when you need to be up early the next morning...something about sushi that instills a deep desire for beer in me...

so i didnt go out as planned. i had a pretty hectic evening laid out for myself last night but instead chose to go with what i felt. it began as i left work early to attend the screening of an independent film that i began to produce...but eventually fell off from for whatever reason. so i hurried my ass over to Pratt in brooklyn by taking the Q to the L to the fucking stupid-ass-why did they build the tracks if they arent going to put trains on it- G train...or the ghost train as my friend sarah mentioned as i ran into her on the L train platform. the film actually ended up quite good and i am proud to have been a part of it, though i find it quirky that tony (the writer/director/everything) gave me an executive producer credit seeing as how i definatly fell off the project and wasnt even really around to see the last few days of shooting. but for what its worth i did put some hard work and long hours into it so its nice to get the credit. i was actually also in the movie as a waitress...that was funny.
so i then began my journey home from fuck off brooklyn and made it home in time to watch the friends finale which wasnt necissarily such a big deal in my book but it seemed more important than playing another game of mvp baseball 2004. the girl came home early and after watching some tv we went on our outing into the carnivorous world of unintelligent men. and sushi.

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