is it today still?

so i meant to write about the craziness that was the sound lounge holiday party that i was inadvertantly invited to. i was an honorary guest/ex employee, but it took me a couple of hours to feel comfortable that i wasnt crashing the party. you need not worry tho folks, because once i became comfortable, well...you can imagine.
the party was actually really nice because i was able to kick it with kids i truly miss and havent seen in a long time. being there made me miss my job and my ex co-workers, and question once again why i was in law school. i have since calmed my frustrations with my decision for being in school because i feel confident that i am giving it all i can give...so to speak.
anyways...i got pretty pretty shitty, i think i was making up for the three or four days that i havent been drinking because of finals.
its just so much fun to get wasted with these people. nuff said.
so i remember staying late and walking out of there barely able to see, getting into a cab, but it was one of those van cabs and i just felt funny in the back, like i was in high school and trying to hide from my mom how wasted i was.
but i got home safely and have returned to my boring no-drinking-must-study life.

thank you sound lounge...you are the best and i miss you all.


on another note...this guy in harlem said i was a man, or at least looked like one.
cant these people see the effort ive put into changing that fucking perception? im wearing a fucking pink shirt in my friendster pic people. PINK!

whatever.
i had a sensitive day on saturday. but im better now, and about to fail my civil procedure final.
kisses.